As many may have guessed I haven,t put up a post in a while been , well been spending my time being in love . After the day Ute had to fly away after her visit , it was a horrible thing to watch her go , I don’t even want to think about it . My heart was wrenched away that day . But now all has changed , yes the most wonderful things have happened since I met Ute , I am so happy that we are now going to start a new life together . I have been waiting all my life for her , she is the best thing to ever happen to me . Never really knew what love felt like till I met her , suddenly life was full of promise and hope again . The empty place was filled with love . Now we are going to have a life together and a new family with the boys and her sons and daughter . Ute and her daughter are going to be here in just a few days , we have a house that we will be moving into and it is going to be so nice to have a happy home to fill with love . ( yes I have gone totally mushy lol ) . I am not going to dwell on all the unhappiness of the past just look toward the future and all the fun that will be . Ute has turned out to be my best friend and the woman that I love so so dearly . I can’t wait till she is here .

I will keep posting and tell of being on the phone many hours every day ( the only way to survive being so far apart ) How I wish I had been with her all these years and how glad I and lucky I am to be with her now . She has made all the difference in showing me what real love is . I love you so much Ute !

Life is Fantastic , Steve